Sitting in the middle of my room crying my eyes out and having to type “:D” so nobody worries about me. I wish someone would notice i’m not fine. Why can’t i be weak for once? Why can’t anybody worry about me? I’m gonna cut really deep. I want it to end. I want to die. I feel so alone. Help. Somebody please help.
I know it doesn’t ever feel like it. But I promise, it gets better.
Feelings suck and I don’t remember signing up for them.
I wonder whose arms I would run and fall into, if I was drunk in a room with every person I have ever loved.
The real question is who in that room would still catch you.
…who actually would catch me? ..this has fucked me up
Im.. Im sad now.
If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth."
Can I go to Arizona for a couple months? Like, is that a thing?